My logic huh..? Ive changed... Since last year for everyone who i havent seen since then... I still see you i think it for the better... I think it for the worst Im no pushover anymore... Im a lot more pushy Im dont talk as much as i used too... I talk too much i think before i speak... I think too much when i speak i put my heart into everything i say... I feel i have no heart I dont listen to my emotians anymore... Everyones just a problem to be solved i can give good advise... It only makes things worse for everyone Ive removed the mask that ive had on all my life... I smile too much it feel no pain Fear nothing protect everything... I live to serve only to serve im not in controle anymore... I live for others I bend to peoples will more then i did... I broke my own promise Im being something Im not... I like what ive become youre nothing but a math problem.... I dont listen to my emotians anymore I liked it... I feel like a empty shell what should one say when he lives for other... A soldier only to be seen not heard When someone asks for help... Fear nothing protect everything how do you protect yourself... No sheild needs a shield give your life for another... live to be remembered cant keep everyone happy... Keep as many as you can happy I dont think I can help anymore... Stop asking me questions im not the right person anymore... Dont tell me anything I can give great advise... It only makes things worse for us Im not here anymore... Im not here anymore Im not myself... Im someone else Someone better then me... A flawed perfection make your choice.... Whos it going to be Is it me..? or me..? ................................................................................................
Whow I havent written anything l a like this in years... Ever since the revision of Enemies.... I dont think this is even a poem seeingso many breaks in the sentence oh well eat your heart out changed world
Gods_Black_Wings · Fri Dec 05, 2008 @ 04:19am · 0 Comments |