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OK, why is their fights? i mean really?
im super sad right now, my friend and iare in a fight, she's been my friend for like ever, for 4 years now
i know that doesnt seem long but when you hang out with her every second of every day you hang on to your friends like glue, but now, we're fighting.
i feel so broken and torn up inside, like someones eating away at me
last night i was with my otehr friend and i was talking to her, and we got on the subject of this firend, and (i never cry NEVER!) but i was balling , i couldnt think straight and i just wanted to say im sorry! please forgive me!@ i dont wanan fight anymore!
but if only life was that easy
I was talking to her again, and i dont know, she just makes me mad. You know how im a christian? well i am, and i try to remain Godly and not curse and try not to be mean and let dirty thiughts and things cross my mind
but this friend, she belives in vampires and Demons (OK. ive tried to tell her b4 demons are the devils workers but she wont listen to me) and spirits and junk
i just wish i could help her with all this and get things better, ive actuall had he at a TFC meeting, wich stands for teens for christ, buyt she only came once
I really felt like God was pulling me to hwer to help her, but now we're fighting, and i just, i cant stand it anymore
this is a cry, a desprate plea, out to the world... out to anyone who reads this!
never, NEVER, fight with your best friend. it will cause you nothign but sorrow and misery, don't listen to the Devils temptation to blow up, to.. .to yell to scream to curse to hurt teh ones around you...
Beacsue in teh end, it will bring youi nothing but pain and sorrw, and i know, yes i know, how hard it is, how difficult the devil's pulling how... how hurt ypou may be. but people, God collects your tears, cry to him... cry WITH him! he's always there for you
and i guess i just need to write this to comfort otehr people, if not to comfort wel... myself.
becasue i feel like nothign i can do can help anyone, and that people would bebetter without me, that how wonderful everyone's life would be without me, but i also nee to think how terrible things would happen to, my friend would probably have ran away from her house by now, she hates it that much, i was with her last night..
and she was crying in the bathroom, she had locked herself in, and when she opened it for me i said..
wahts wrong?
nothing.
Your eyes are red
no tehir blue.
don't be smart with me, wahts wrong i know your hurt, just tell me..
She threw her arms around me and started sobbing into my shoulder, saying she hated her life people would be better without her.
We could have sat there all night, talking - yes in a bathtub - about life and things taht make us cry, and i swear - the tub would have been filled with tears, but we had to go out and confort her baby sister
these are things taht happen in our world, weather its America, England, I DON'T CARE! it happemns worldwide.
and i know im probably boaring all of you, but i think this is really important to get around to anyone, no matter what age, and wjhat race.
and i think the most important thing to do in these problems is to 1, talk to God, tell him all your worries your proiblems,
or 2, if you cant do taht, talk to a friend, you never know - they could be goign through the same things, i know me and my friend are.
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 awesomecacy · Wed Nov 26, 2008 @ 09:35pm · 0 Comments |
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