Ello! Today im going to talk about Last night, today, and what in feeling right now...so!
* Thinks for a sec *....Well lets start with today...( Because the last night thing kinda ties with my feelings )
Anyway! so today started off..Normal...everything was just as it should...but...omg..* Lays my head on my desk * During lunch....Dx..something happened...that made me..wanna throw-up!
okies, i was sitting at the lunch table with, Ciera, and Ayla...and this guy ( Who is a BIG dork ) came up to the trash ( Because we sit next to the dumpster ) and, he leaned over it...
and...
THREW UP NON-STOP...
Im all..O.e...." OMG EWWWW "....it just kept going...i leaned over to Ciera..and im all " I think i need to move to a new table " and when i said that Ayla saw what he was doing and she said " EWWWWWWW XD "
Ciera saw to...which freaked her out almost as much as me! It was so gross....><
Anyway!
New topic!
Last night/ my feelings...
okies, so last night i was listening to my " Sweeny Todd " Soundtrack...and then i got to the song " Nothings gonna harm you " and..it got me all sad...
because Alex hasn't been on for a while...and so after that, i went back to listening to the Radio..and...i felt like there was something missing...Gosh i dont know how to explain it...
i just thought once...ONCE...about how i dont live where Alex is...and i felt like i needed to hop on a Plain and Fly there at ONCE...then after that..i wanted to draw, and so im drawing, and it started to get really hard Breathing...i couldn't take in enough air...and so im freaking out Because i feel like i need to go to England, and i couldn't Breath..
so THAT was a MIX of emotions! ><
Anyway!
This Has Been *drum roll* ~Jessica's Blog~
I Love You Alex ( And i miss you )
* And by the way everyone who reads these, i am still having trouble breathing...i just hope im okies...*
 jess_jess_chan · Mon Nov 03, 2008 @ 11:06pm · 0 Comments |
