So there are these feeling~ :[
If I do care as much as my feelings do, then why don't I just get on with it?
but there's so much I don't know about it.
I could take my time, seeing as I'm already pretty close to it anyways.
But still, I don't know how it thinks about me.
If I'm just someone to fill in an empty space.
I've never really felt empty and lonely before.
maybe because I waited all day for you, betch D{
Maybe, it's not so much of a fake feeling then I'd like to think?
But still, I'd like to be able go off and do what I want.
I wanted to go with my heart this time.
But what the hell is that going to do for me?
Hmm. It's not like much has changed.
Though something has changed.
Maybe was it when we both realized something was in motion?
It's not like things are going to go serious.
Thats absurd.
It'd be going against everything we said.
Or myself anyways.
I thought I was here for the ride, not the feelings.
'Cause I'm more of a kidder then I thought.
I don't think it will ever understand.
Or, ever be that serious.
But that change, was something leading towards it.
Maybe something we said went 'correctly' wrong.
*siigh* It's not like, anything is going to happen.
Maybe I'm wrong.
[********]. :/
I felt like it:
Time together is just never quite enough~
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home.
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All The Time, All The Time.
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 03:27am · 0 Comments |
