Ello! well for the past...about...two days i have been at Julia's House...
(because my mom has been gone)
ANYWAY!..and we bought a lot of Sweets!!!
OwO it was so goood!...
*thinks for a sec*...Mandi wasn't at school today..(which made me sad)...
And the word sad reminded me....
Lately...
I dont feel like myself....
I feel dizzy ALL the time....
And..i have been drawing pictures more than usual....
And my motto use to be..." I dont Draw something unless im feeling like it "
Which Means, if im happy im going to draw a Happy picture....
But......
When i look through my most recent Drawings....
All of them have me....Crying....and...Screaming....
But i just ignored that...and today...
Someone brought up something that made me think...long..and hard...
he said..
" How come Your drawings lately are sad? "
and i didn't know how to answer him....
i just looked down at a doodle i was drawing...and...
It made me tear-up....Because i thought about what he said.....
I Dont Feel Right....
But...im probably Just being stupid about it all...heh......
i-im going to be okies....
^^ Alex is with me....
so...
Im going to be ok...
and...Im sure he doesn't like seeing me like this...
^^...i need to feel better! For Alex!!!
....This Has Been..*drum roll* ~Jessica's Blog~
I LOVE YOU ALEX!!!! so much!!!!
(and By the way..i saw another Picture of Alex today....
OwO...HE..IS...SO...*melts*..Hot..and Cute...and Handsome!...^^)
anyway...
 jess_jess_chan · Wed Sep 24, 2008 @ 03:54am · 0 Comments |
