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I officially hate all teachers. Is it me, or no matter what you do- Compared to a teacher you are always wrong? I don't really give a flying ******** if your job is to teach. You think because you teach one subject you know everything- or that you can judge everyone around you? Shithead D{
I did not appreciate that, not at all. You think, I'm wrong? Excuse me? Maybe you could take a ********' pointer from your students, a*****e O;
You better set your a** straight. I have opinions. How am I wrong?
She tried to act all stubborn and s**t, like 'that hurt my feelings. How do you think I felt?' Well yeah sure, but does that mean in order to feel satisfied with yourself that you need to hurt others to? And little girls, while I'm at it? And then go change your context? Just so you can't be pointed at? You know that's what you said, don't act like you were sorry. Stupid whore.
And then because I have balls to stick up, and fill in your sorry-a** excuses because you were mad, you want to try and talk to me that way? [******** you. I don't care if I said I was sorry, you know damn well I wasn't. And I never intend to be sorry for your cheap a**.
I know you saved the money to do something 'special' And s**t, I see all you were doing for the girls. That's cool, but you don't sit with me b***h. I don't give a ******** if you like my art, you didn't even know my ********' name and you wanted to brag. How would you answer that question? ********.
Don't ********' turn it on me. And to get my parents, to not believe me? 'It's a lesson, don't talk to me like that.' Maybe you should know what mistakes you did, big mistakes- and understand why I did it. It's in my ********' nature, whore.
Your not even an art teacher, because you draw circles on a piece of paper. s**t. And criticize other's art, because they put their whole effort but it just didn't out stand you? I have flaws, don't you act like I 'know-it-all.' You want me to call you names? b***h, I'll call you names. Don't try to act like it sits good, because I can't say anything. Get your satisfaction and good pay for the day? I hope so, because I promise you it won't feel that way the next day.
*sigh* But I got these babies to make me feel better.
River Phoenix always makes me feel good. I wish I could go to heaven, and just tell him, "You know, I wanted to cut myself today. But I didn't, because then I wouldn't be in the mood to watch 'A Night in the Life of Jimmy Reardon' and believe me, I would've regretted it. You make me feel good on the insides. Thank you Rio. I love you. Just in case, you know, someone forgot to tell you."
Jeffrey told me he loved me. :] That was so thoughtful of him, I mean to think of us all like that. I know he meant it individually. But it means so much to me, I wished for someone to tell me that, all my life. Just to say it. I'm going to have to tell him that one day. I will, one day I know it.
And Dakota. Your always there for me. Even when I think, you've had enough of me ;___; I don't know why he bothers to put up with it xD But I'm glad he does. You still remember our promise don't you? I do. I always do. I'm sure you know it to. You always make me feel better. For that, I wish I could repay you in more significance then what I can only do. Thank you so much. Really.
Thanks, all of you. Even though you all don't know I feel that way, or not ever read this. I'm pretty sure they all won't read it. I've very sure.
hahaha.
I'ma catch some sleep. Later.
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Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Tue Sep 23, 2008 @ 06:19am · 0 Comments |
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