"Good times I cannot erase. For all those moments I couldn't replace."
I wish we could go back to terms again. And talk for real.
Do I even want to go back again? What was I suppose
to find in you, that I didn't already? I thought I told you
I trusted you. And I'd always be your friend. Is that
something you like to throw away? Don't put the blame
on someone else. It really is your fault this time, there's
no denying that. But I know you know what you did,
and that's why your walking away right now.
Breaking seemed like nothing to you. Was it really
like that? Really? I spent all that time, telling you
that I meant it all, that everything I told you I would
always and forever keep it true. Has someone lied to
you before? Why wouldn't you have a reason to
believe me? All those things I told you, I never told
anyone else. I wanted to break away all the lies.
I thought the trust was strong enough where we
wouldn't have to lie to each other. But I guess it
wasn't like that, at all.
I didn't want to feel like that. Or hurt like that.
Espeacially because of you. If you cared
about me, then why did you do it then? Why
won't you at least explain that. I'm so
disappointed in you. I never felt this upset before.
I'm just so angry with you. You knew!
You knew those feelings were real!
You know you felt that way, and I felt the same.
Even if I never said it!
Was it because I hung up like that? Because you want to know?
Why?
You knew! You knew it was real, why did you do it then?
I know that you felt that way, I could feel it in the way you held me,
I could feel it in the way you talked to me.
The shake in your voice. The way that you blushed when I told
you about those things.
I made you feel different, didn't I !?
It wasn't just me...Or you wouldn't have still worn them.
Would you even cry for me?
You said you felt that way, strongly.
how am I suppose to believe you? Do you know how much I felt that way for you?
It just ******** sucks now, wow.
After all the s**t happened. I called you, because I felt the happiness and
comfort in your voice, I even told you that. That no one else would
understand it, like you- and you knew that to.
The feelings we're real....don't you try to ******** tell me something different.
I want to get it over now.
And tell you, how- that there isn't a second chance. Not anymore.
And how it aches me with anticipation to just want to hear your
heart crack when I whisper it to you <3
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Thu Sep 11, 2008 @ 07:10am · 0 Comments |
