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I want to look
into your eyes, your dark
black eyes with care,
and believe you when you say
everything is
Okay.
I want to see you
next to me in the bleak
future someone has eagerly
prepared for me. In the future
I do not see myself in.
I want to believe you
when you say things,
but I can't. I find myself
lying to you everyday.
I look into your eyes
and lie straight
to your face and tell you
that I am alright
when really I am
dying inside.
I want to look straight into
your eyes and say everything
is okay. Like you say to me...
When I am smiling, I want
you to figure out that I am struggeling
in silence, trying to find my real purpouse.
I want you to
see the tears streaming
down my face and realize
that I am happy being
dead.
I want you to see that
Nothing is
Okay.
I want to see
my crimson eyes mix with your
gorgeous black eyes
and see that I love you
but nothing will ever
be okay...
I want you to look into
my eyes and say everything is okay
and believe it.
When the tears
fall, maybe you'll realize
I like to feel alone and
be by myself...
When I am alive and smiling,
I am dying. Falling deeper
into a abyss of darkness with
nothing but a blade to cut the wound deeper...
I want to look into your
eyes
and believe that I am wrong.
But will I ever
be? Can you prove me
Wrong?
Look into my wet eyes
and see that
nothing will
ever
be okay.
 Deceased Poet · Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 04:18am · 1 Comments |
