I absoultly despise when I get these random moods of sadness and I start to cry and all that junk for NO reason. Its rediculous. NO its not PMSing you ******** heads, for those of you who were thinking that. Sorry for calling you a "******** head" Im just annoyed with the face that soo many people would think that just because Im a girl.
I havent been sleeping right lately and school is about to start. Great smile (hint: sarcasm) I usually go to bed after I get off the phone with Nate around 11:30 sometimes 12, but since he has been to tired ( I dont mind that he is tired, I'm glad he is getting sleep) I have been staying up till 1, maybe 2 in the morning for the past 3 nights.
It sucks because once again tomorrow (friday night) Im not going to get to hear from him because he is going to go to his friends house for Roleplaying!!! Which is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin , but at least I get to see him. That might help my sleeping habits ^^
I wish I could just call him right now and talk for maybe 15 minutes and then at the end of that conversation hear sweet dreams baby <3 I would fall asleep like that after hearing those sweet words ^^
I wish other people could feel as WoNdErFuL as I do when he looks deep into my eyes and then kisses me <3 It is the greatest feeling ever. Unfortunatley some people have never felt that way before.
I don't know if him being tired and me going to my friends house has screwed up my sleeping schedule, or am I just stressed. The thing is I dont know what I'm stressed about.
I was crying randomly last night, and I couldn't figure out why. I was so happy all day. Also I got to talk to Nate for a little. I had no reason to cry, but I did. It's weird and really confusing me.
Anyways it's like 2 in the morning. If you're one of the few people that read my Journal Entries. Sorry you had to read my rambling. It happens to everybody.
I'll listen to anybody, but I dont always like making them listen to me. Ask Nate that he knows I don't like to talk about whats going on and stuff like that. I would rather hear about his day or how he is feeling.
Nate if you read these Journal entries (I dont think you really have time) I love you ^^ and Im sorry I dont like to talk about things like why I'm sad or something like that. Im just so used to holding it in that I don't know anyother way, but I'm working on it <3 lol (I dont think he is going to end up reading this) (he doesnt really have time)
Well I'm off to bed <3 *yawn *hugs for everybody* no matter how different you are biggrin
 Kuri Kawaii · Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 06:53am · 0 Comments |
