i've discovered recently that i hide myself behind the mask of "clara" that has been built up over the past three years. i don't speak my mind and i can almost always be seen with a smile. if i were to be the "real me" i would hurt people. i would get in fights and talk back to peole in a very mean manor. i would cuss and never do anything that needed to be done. i also might cut my wrists. But i stay behid the mask and let my two selves fight in silence. all my friends would be surprised about how i'm able to hold grudges. i'm very disgusted with one of my friends...i guess we're friends...it wasn't established if we are or not....but i can't look at him in the same way
special fact about me: I snuck out of my house once and hid by the lake in my development. i came back and my parents didn't even know i was gone.
iGlomp-Monster · Sat May 31, 2008 @ 01:38am · 5 Comments |