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Yes, I do have pain in my life, yes, I do feel sad quite often. Yes, I am very naive in many ways. But I'm free, I'm happy, and I now can feel again. My calloused outer covering has shed, my eyes now bear tears, my heart now beast again. I can feel the tender love of my friends around me, I no longer wonder what and/or who I am. I still hold onto false hopes of love and ever lasting peace, but I do have my limits. No longer do I endure peoples stupid words, no longer do I hold grudges, no longer am I the person I once was. Yes I have changed, but who hasn’t? Yes I may do some so called “obscene” things and yes I do have my share of “kissing up” to certain people . But who am I to go against what my mind tells me to? I am a new person, I have new feelings, new emotions, new everything. I have finally been set free, and now that I’m going this way. There’s no turning back.
Single, yes I am, but torturous to my heart, no. Not at all. Missing the one whom heart grasped onto, slightly and yet not at all, not in the least. A smile, no matter how many tears, no matter how many times I fall, I show only a smile. No it doesn’t hide my true emotion anymore, it is my true emotion. Through all the pain, suffering, hard times, and anything else you could think of. My one and true emotion now, my only emotion now, is joy.
 Poetic_Indulgence · Fri May 30, 2008 @ 12:14am · 0 Comments |
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