You hide it all so well
All your feelings, all your emotions
Every breakdown, every scar
Nobody sees, so no one knows
The pain you run from everyday
They see your smile and assume your fine
But assumptions are dangerous
It's only when you used to cry
You used to get concern
But no one ever understood
So you drew the line
You gave up showing anything
Every moment dedicated to your facade
Everyday spent concealing the real you
Your suicide notes in the box under your bed
Your blades in your drawer
You're the little girl who was 'oh so popular'
You were the angel
You were the angel in every single fcuking way
You were the girl who got her first kiss
At the beginning of eighth grade
You're still 'oh so popular'
Although now you're something else
You're the most ruined on the inside
The strongest on the out
You're who they all want to be
They think it would be easy
They don't know the pressure you feel
The pressure to be thin
To be beautiful
The pressure to be something you're not
No one saw through your mask
That began to wear so thin
The pain became too much
No one saw anything
Anything at all
Till it was too late
 Water_Crystal_love · Sun May 11, 2008 @ 04:42am · 0 Comments |
