Hell...i'm returning to school in about two or three weeks...I never been that deprimed...the only thing i'm excited about is that new little outfit my mom is going to buy for my first day in my new school blaugh And my Silent Hill PC game that is going to arrive by postal mail...but you know what? I won't even be able to play a lot, because of my horrible final results of this year...banned from the computer for ten whole months...I will miss all my friends on Gaia...I just hope I'll get good exams this time. Especially with those damn mutha!*?$%@& maths... scream
I fear the new school...and I will be seperated from my bestfriend. You see, her and I wanted to go to another school, because this one is really more looking like a jail than a highschool. So we suscribed there, and waited for them to respond...she got accepted, but not me...we're still going to try to see each other between class, in the weekends, holidays, etc. I already miss her a lot, she left for see her family in France all the summer! I NEED HER, I NEED TO BE STUPID AND ACT LIKE A JERK WITH HER...but fate is cruel sad
At least, almost all my friends are going to the same school than me. Because my old school was only containing secondary 1 to secondary 3. And now I'm a big girl, I'm entering into secondary 4...a last year after that, and I head to the cegep for study the english more deeper for become an english teacher. But it's still far...
I'm scared a bit about my future to be honnest. Next summer i'm starting to work. No more long days doing nothing at 30 degrees celcius outside, drinking my strawberry smoothie and patting the head of my two doggies. It's my last summer being free for two months. *Sigh*...
Now, applause, because this is my longer post I ever wrote for my journal, lol! Bye bye guys!
 Wicked S0ul · Thu Aug 11, 2005 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments |
