Poem- Reflection
There again, I see That ugly stranger Staring back at me.. Reflection in the mirror, where my hatred lies, Ive found no cure. Simple jokes taunting me following that Laughter, A cut so deep. I wish to rid myself from this body, My true emotions ahid.. When they say simple things, mocking my little imperfections, A hidden wound goes undetected. The reasons of why Those things make me cry I do not know. I want to escape the hurt, Yet theres no where to go. There again, I see The thing I hate the most Staring back at me, Reflection in my mirror. That thing staring back to me, it makes me want to die: To go and leave. A simple word, said so often.. Suicide; it sounds so rotten I don't dare do thing thing I want so My heart; it will not let me go. Can't let anybody know Can't tell how I feel, Ignorance is best When not revealed. But yet simply Put.. That reflection of me, I hate it so, down to the root Nobody, nor Not a thing Can stop this raging hate, this utter sadness I hide from everything Nobody, nor Not a thing Can understand why. Nor can I.. Don't know what to do or how to change. So I look to you, to quench this rage.. I know i can't find what I truely want; Beauty with peace of mind Yet still I try. But yet I don't, I give up Breakdown, wish to die, All b'cause I see that ugly b***h Staring back at me.
forcing myself 2b social · Thu May 01, 2008 @ 08:12pm · 0 Comments |