My whole life I've caused pain,
me and only me,
that's been the cause of it all...
I want my voice to be heard,
to stand out in a crowd.
So why am I trying to blend in,
when I know I'll always stand out?
Once I knew who I was,
once I was happy with my life.
I know I should be happy,
I know I should be grateful.
I know I have my family around me,
so why do I feel so alone?
Why do I feel like I'm the only one standing?
Head in the clouds,
not even my feet on the ground,
people laugh at my ideas,
they laugh at my words.
Can a heart hurt so badly,
when it was never completely healed?
I love a boy,
and he loves me back,
so why do we have to be so far apart?
I stand here,
alone,
wanting the world to for once know justice.
I want those who have been wronged to be righted.
So why am I so scared?
To stand up for what is right?
Why do I feel like I'm drowning,
when there is not a drop of relief in sight?
I know this feeling,
I've had it before...
I'll have it again,
again and again.
Maybe it'll never go away,
maybe it's here to stay.
Either way,
I'm still here,
standing whilst everyone around me sits.
 tinkr-tailr-sldr-spy · Mon Apr 28, 2008 @ 06:34am · 0 Comments |
