-sighs- it's been a while since I posted a journal entry.... meaningI have alot to tlk about I guess...
Lately my depression has gotten worse.... I find little interest in things... and find myself breaking down crying constantly.... I think of things I shouldn't.... though recently within the last day we've gone to the doctor about a medication to help...... and I know for certain... I'm so done with therapists... I hate telling the same ******** story over and over...... I feel like a robot now whenever a see a damn counciler....
I'm still having a hard time getting my damn hmwk done.... my depression has also had a toll on my grade.. so I'm recently been trying to raise it up again...
I'm also really stressing over the same friend.... he's been having it hard lately... I think he's more depressed than I am right now....
I'm also stressing over the matter of I have something called Alternative Education next week... I'm heading with a group to yosemite..... then less than a month afterwards.. I'm heading to Japan as an exchange student.... Everybody keeps saying I'm so lucky.... which I guess is true..... but I'm frightened as to wht will happen...... I keep thinking I'm going to be lost in the airport unable to ask for help cause I don't understand anythign anyone is saying to me...
 Haru_Walker · Mon Mar 31, 2008 @ 02:43am · 0 Comments |
