It all may have clicked, but I seem to still be having problems. Have you ever just loved someone or something so much that you feel like you'd die for that person or thing to still be around? That's my problem now, I have so much love for this person and/or thing, but sadly I feel pushed away from it and/or them. Not by that person/ thing, but by myself. I feel as if I'm being pulled away from loving that person/thing, by my own self. To be young and in love is one thing, but to be young and loving something to the extent of dying and/or killing for them/it is another thing. I'm caught up in a net and no one can free me, nor will I let them. I need to find my own solution for this new problem on my own, I need to find out whether to keep loving them/it. If your trying to figure out what I'm talking about, there’s no use, you will not find out what I'm talking about. But I do love this person and/or thing a lot, it seems I have a endless supply of confusion that shadows over me every step of the way. It seems that I always have to find things out on my own. It seems I'm always at a loss.
Life will one day sort it's self out, until then I must endure this great tribulation of weakness and confusion.
 Poetic_Indulgence · Thu Mar 27, 2008 @ 01:02am · 0 Comments |
