After readign this i felt like crying. i think i am right now but not physically visible. this is an exert taken from another fanfic on fanfiction.net. the story is called "Razorblade Shine" by WebOfdreams89. It's another kingdom hearts fic about demyx and Zexion. Don't hate be....i just liked it and felt like sharing it.
Dear Zexion,
I knew that if I mailed you a letter you wouldn’t get it for a few days so I did the only thing I could do to ensure you received it as soon as you arrived at Oblivion. Give it to you myself. I wanted you to feel at home right away because I figure the less homesick you are, the less you have getting in the way of you getting better. And I want nothing more than for you to get better as soon as possible. Hell, I miss you already and we haven’t even left Twilight Town yet. But that’s me, always the sap.
Now before you start denying this in your head, as I know you will, read what I have to say. I can’t help but feel somewhat responsible for what you’ve done to yourself. I know you said that it’s not my fault, I can’t really believe you. For crying out loud, I was supposed to be your best friend and I let you down in the worst way. I should have noticed because I always prided myself as knowing you better than anyone else in the world and I failed you.
Despite that, I’m willing to do everything in my power to make your life as normal as it can be now. I know I can never change what’s already happened, but I can help you get better. Pretty soon you’ll get so tired of me and my letters (that you’ll be getting every day, by the way) that you’ll want to get out of there just so you can stop me.
And if hating me gets you out of there and better, then I’m willing to try anything.
Of course, I don’t want you to hate me because I love you so damned much. More than anything in the world I love you and want nothing more than to see you better. And the only reason I’m going to fulfill your request of not visiting is because I love you so much. So you get better fast because I already have our first date planned out and you will not complain that I’m spending too much money on you. I worked at the grocery store and earned it myself, therefore can spend it as I see fit.
I have to stop writing now because you and your parents are about to come pick me up so we can all drive up to the treatment center together, so I’d better get to the point of this notebook. I’d like you to write every single thing that you want to do when you get out, anything, and I’ll see that you get to do them. Don’t focus on the past so much because right now, with you, I see only a bright future.
I love you.
 Sinful Fool · Fri Mar 14, 2008 @ 02:51am · 0 Comments |
