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	some things are just to hard to believe...
	some things are just to hard to believe...


stop. you fall, crashing to the ground. with nothing to catch you. hitting the ground, it feels so hard. so cold. everything, all your dreams were taken gone with he wind and who took them. i cannot even explain in more words how i feel. that is closest i can come right now. if only you could see this. how bad it is for me. i dont mean to be what ever the word is for this, but i am not used to losing. i cannot believe it. and the one who could make it all better decides to go the other way, being what i wish i could be. if only i could be like that. i know what i am, and i know my place. i know how i need to change. doing it is what i find hard. but i would like to say, congradulations to you, because i know you deserved it. you really deserved it. and as for me, i deseveed it too, but i guess i cant always have everything how they should be... i need to deal with this, and get over it. i need to appreciate what i have, and not evny those that have what i dont. i am fortunate, but maybe sometimes, i can forget that. i want tyou to know that you are great, and you rock. dont ever forget that. Smartlessly Brilliant · Sat Mar 01, 2008 @ 04:35pm · 1 Comments


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Sun Mar 02, 2008 @ 01:23am

-ur 1st journal comment has been stolen-

hmm.. i know how u feel. xp i'm always trying to tell myself that there are people less fortunate than me but it barely works. xp i guess everyone in the world thinks that way.
and feel horrible about it.

besides ppl blessed with a 100% pure sole. there's at least .000000000035% of them alive right now (not counting babies).

whenever u feel that way just remember:
"need the ones u luv and
luv the one's u neeeeeeed!~"
-guitar solo- -more screaming- -inserted swear words-
-yade yade-

lawl
i got that from a heavy metal song....
System of a Down- i have no clue wat it's called

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