Okay, so, today I was in PE, and was slowly being taken over by one of my multiple personalities, and he dosen't act happy all the time, like I normally am, right? And one of my friends started freaking out and kept asking me what was wrong, I wasn't being happy.
Then I realised it.
It went back into the past with my sis and I remembered how she would always 'calm' me down.
There's a conspairy going on here... I was raised to act happy, always.
I don't know weither they want me to feel better, to shut me up, or when I'm not happy it makes other people unhappy or whatever, but if I don't act happy, the people who happen to care about me notice and assume something's wrong. I'm not saying this harshly, no. I just think it's wierd and people should know that if I'm not acting happy, don't immidately thing that I'm feeling terrible. I could just be bored, you know? Don't pester me and try to make me spit it out unless I'm crying or yelling. (Which I don't ever do either in public.)But I could also be in pain... but if I am, I'd normally be mummering "ow" a lot, or curl in pain... So... ninja
 celestialfarts · Wed Jan 30, 2008 @ 03:36am · 3 Comments |
