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I will not commit suicide so all you know... it is 100 % pointless if I will kill myself. I do not 'cut' and never will. If I will be reportedly dead of my own hand... it is a lie. Also, for those of you who have the thought of suicide in your head.. IT IS POINTLESS, WEAK, STUPID, and SELFISH!!!!!!!!!! The world is not over if your girlfriend/boyfriend quit on you, the world is not over if you have lost your job or become bankrupt, the world is not over if someone you know and love dies (if it so happens, crying is good, but killing yourself is selfish as I pointed out before... if it is a lovedone, Im sure that loved one would positively want you to live on and be happy!), if you have huge troubles, all the world seems to be against you, it is not the end of the world. Killing yourself is not going to solve a thing, and the world will not be a better place for anyone. Work to make it a better place. You do not have to forget your feelings if you have lost something dear to you. Feelings are what distinguishes us from machines. Talk. Listen. Think. Feel. Mental pain, the aching of your heart, troubles you might have... it all makes you stronger. It all gices you wealth of experience, it makes you a better person, if you learn to controll it, learn to overcome it. Killing equals to giving up. If you give up, the world becomes a sadder, worse place to live for those who are alive. Do not loose to depression, you may still get a chance to be happier than you ever were before. Oh, and I am NOT a vegetarian ^^, but I have friends that are.

Thanks for posting and sharing so much of yourself here. It can be so hard to look on at all the negativity in the world without succumbing to despair yourself. I can tell that writing all that must have been very emotionally charged. There is a lot to grieve for, yes, but at there same time there is much to hope for.

Myself, I've walked through fire and out the other side to realize that the World is a good place. Regardless of how many terrible people there are out there, humanity is beautiful if only for the small acts of kindness that we are all capable of!

I agree that we are all indeed family.