.......*looks around* I'm back. i haven't posted in a while. i've been a busy busy bee. right now, i'm eatign, avoiding my family, and listening to music. i've been stuckup in my roomall the tme. i can't help it. i'm just a loner naturally. oh well.
Anyways, the entire school thinks i'm weird. i wrote a peice of a stroy called the "Suicide Note" and my teacher found it. she sent it to the counsicolr and they called me in. they thought i was comptenplating sucide. HELL NO! it was just a story. they get so worked up. But it was funny. the next day i didn't come to school for like a week and when i came back, they were freaking out. they thought i killed my self. lol. yeah right i was sick the entire time. lol. The day i wrote the note i was coughing and sneezing. lol. they just freak out over me. it's strange. lol.
also my english teacher found another note on the back of one of my papers that i had wrote 3 weeks before she found it. she got real worried abut me so on the 2nd tot he last day of school she talked to me for about 30 minutes. it was strange but i guess it's because she was worried about me. i cried the entire time we were talking. i just couldn't help it.
also they want to get me a therapist that comes once a week to the school. i hope they don't. i don't think i have any more tears left. when i talk to people about this i tear up real bad and can't stop crying. it's real strange. real late at night when it's just me i might be playing on my computer then al of the sudden a wave of sadness will hit me and i just want to cry my eyes out but no tears will fall. also i don't want ot wake my sleeping little sister or parents. my older sister is currently staying with her bf in Kileen, TX so it's just us. my oldeest sister toke the baby back and that is just a nightmare. i don't even want ot talk about that. anyways, i don't want ot bore my readers anymore.
oh yeah, Long story short, i had a wonderful X-mas and i hope you all did too. smile
my new quote for all the sadness: "Smile, Things will get worse."
"The Moon Shines for Those who Can't, Just as The Sky Weeps for Those who Won't."
"We Never Really Say Good-bye to the Ones We LOVE."
now i will leave you alone so i can enjoy my soup!
 Sinful Fool · Tue Jan 01, 2008 @ 12:50am · 1 Comments |
