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	I'm very lost right now........
	I'm very lost right now........


So........Tweety Bird's dead............ And my [great] uncle eddie is going to die......... Every time it seems like every problem has surfaced, another one shows it exists and I HATE IT! I'm lost in my own mind. I'm ignoring calls from friends...... And I know I shouldn't be trying to go through this alone, but, it's the way I've always been...... My Aunt and my mom are scared that while we're gone at Florida, my Uncle Eddie will die........ The doctors already said that he only has up to ten days to live..... And now, I'm never gonna see my uncle eddie alive again because I was such a brat last year and didn't go to the family picnic even though I had nothing better to do!!!!!! I hate this all. And I'm just so lost...... And no matter how many people talk to me, and no matter how many times they do, things JUST WON'T GET BETTER! Day_dreamer_3173_ · Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 09:05pm · 3 Comments


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	I am NOT going to sit here and watch you let yourself plunge into depression again. Kari, you have to understand that EVERYTHING happens for a reason, and sometimes you CAN'T change it!!!!!! I will NOT allow you to beat yourself over things that can't be changed no matter what. Offline PartyGrlFreak05 · Community Member · Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 09:42pm


	trust me things won't get better if u go through this alone..... most ofmy family are dead.... all the elderly peopleleft are my nan (whos diabetic) my gramps who's dieing with bowel cancer and hasn't got long to live so i havetovisit him soon..... and my aunt grance and enid who aint my aints but are my mums..... grace is very ill art the moment one minuite she remebers people the next she doesn't.... xmas i was too afraid to see her as she would might have forgoten about me and ididn't want to upset her about forgetting me.... i know how alone u may feel but please don't get too depressed about it.... i know it's really hard ut think of it this way, if ur great uncle does die won't he be in a better place??? where he'snot suffering???? that's what my mum said to me about grampa who did die about 5 years ago of bowel cancer.... he was the only person i could turn to.... since then i've trusted no one.... i've been alone in my life.... i know i should move on and my ody has.... but my mindaint.... i know it's hard loosing someone u reallylove... (believe me i aint got many people left in my family) try and visit ur great uncle b4 u go to florida then that'll make it up to him.... even if it's only for a short while.... it's still better then never seeing him again..... u should take the chance while u got it to talk to him.... i couldn't say my good byes tomy grandpa as he died during the night and a day b4 i was going to visit him in hospitail.... so don't regreat not seeing ur uncle like i regreat not seeing my grandpa..... Offline Voisey · Community Member · Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 10:09pm


	@GTluver: Thanks....I guess...... @Voisey: Thanks. My family's really big, but everyone on my dad's side is dead....He might be dead himself, but, I don't know.....And just there's just been too many deaths and heartache in my life from as long as I can remember cry sigh well I guess the statement "live's tough, get a helment" fits here very well... Offline Day_dreamer_3173_ · Community Member · Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 10:19pm

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