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So after talking to a friend during lunch today, I came to realize something that I learned years ago but never actually believed it until now...

I swear I have had the worst luck ever when it came to my group of friends - finding jobs, finding love, etc. Sometimes I can never do anything right, and sometimes I am not meant to do half of the stuff most people my age can do.

Maybe I was destined to fail. Maybe I was destined to live without what human nature could consider as happiness. Maybe I was destined to suffer while living.

But you know what? If I die and go to Heaven, I will be rewarded.

Maybe life is worth living, even though it sucks.