One paths leading to two different lives. A split down the middle it kills me I die. I cry as you hug me I cry as you leave my love, I love you but not fully. Your killing me softly,slowly, and painfully.As I try to scream you hold my voice as I try to weep you hold back my tears as i try to run you wont let me escape. My mind in a blur my hands shaking I feel week in my knees making it harder bare. A silent scream in side my head sets my emotions erupt crying,smileing,mad,sad,and tired forever more.Can't I escape this burning infurno this hellish way of life. My eyes are screaming my body is weeping why are you tormenting me. My other life is pleasent but painful hearing nothing but words uddered from the mouth of the beholder.But yet happily I do stray to a place in the back of my mind where only joy and love exist no pain no sorrow just joy and love fills the world. How then is this better? In this life I can talk to others freely about what I like even if no one listens.I can love,laugh,and live how i want in this world. How? By simply doing so.No one listens so if i love i can love freely if I laugh i can laugh with out reason freely and as I want and if i live i can live with out restrictions.In this life there is only one whom I love and i love him for many reasons.Hes nice, forgiving, loving, and friendly.This life and my other life collide I love not one but two and my heart is going crazy. My true love is destructive to my heart my other is calming and yet makes me crazed. I can only love one in only one life my lives are divided in two love and pain. My duty is to pick one now. Shall I pick love I will be doomed to a burning hellfire because I was not loyal to my true love but shall I pick pain my heart will be ripped apart and shattered across the entire earth for all to see. Well as I say "dust for dust ashes for ashes" this simply means pain for pain and love for love which one I choose is truely heartbreaking.Love my true love please come save me from this place of torment or forever more my heart will be dormant and fill with sorrow and pain.
 Poetic_Indulgence · Mon Oct 29, 2007 @ 07:56pm · 0 Comments |
