You ever have a bad day?Im sure you did all people did but my bad day was the worst ever.All my tears fell all my anger was released all my true friends were reveiled.Picture day at my school and im the only one crying.Why was i crying well first lets clear this up i was not crying during the pictures i was crying after the pictures.My anger( that had built up after the woman who took my pictures made me look like a confused idiot who doesnt smile)lead to tears (all because of past and present events that took place in my life).All the people who had fake smiles on truley were the most self obsesed and didnt care how i felt and what was wrong the simply made comments on my outfit like "you look so skinny in that", "you got your eyebrows done they look wiered"or"your to young to be doing that to yourself".Doing what?Looking to skinny how?How do my eyebrows look wiered? Did i really care about this.NO.I was crying and all my friends could do is critisize me.Who cared about how i looked i had tears rolling down my face and all their worried about is my outfit.The only thing i liked about today was when i got to go home.All my friends ignored me (well not all of them some cared but they made it worse)Why am i wrighting this i dont know but now i feel a little better and if your reading this and thinking"what a loser"then please dont comment i'll fell a whole lot better.So this is the end of my journal wrighting so bye until another day.
Ivana
 Poetic_Indulgence · Wed Oct 17, 2007 @ 09:09pm · 0 Comments |
