So I graduated yesterday in the freezing rain after a week of trivial senior events. today my parents through a brunch for me, for which the weather was stunning, and alot of people came, and I was surprised as to which people stayed on. but all the same, tommorow I clean my disaster of a room and open presents and sort out what was from whom, and write mountains of thank you notes. oh well. tonight I endured the last of the very few parties of my highschool career, and learned that while I was actually invited to this one, it did not mean that I felt any more in place. but that's the last one, and I guess that I won't see almost any of them ever again. I don't know how to feel about that.
The rain on Saturday really felt fitting to me. My highschool years have not been lovely and sun drenched, but rather trying instead, in all aspects. I don't want to forget that, however joyous and ceremonial the occasion. so I've essentially lost hope with He Who Shall Not Be Named, as I will probably never see him again and he probably has no interest at all. sigh.
 Ohtori-chan · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 06:56am · 4 Comments |
