Today been sad day for me....I woke up about 2 hours before I had to go to work. I pop onto Gaia like I normally do, and the first thing I see is Sv, one of my best friend on Gaia leaving. I'm happy for her and I can understand why she wants to leave. Life been rough for me also....I ended up crying for almost an hour...I'm really going to miss her, when I have the chance I'm gonna send my phone number to her.
Things only got worse as the day went one....my friend Thearsa, she was upset because of her boyfriend and I tried to help her out all day at work, which got me in trouble, but at that point I didn't care. I just wanted to make sure she would smile again.
Well around 6:30 pm my time, I had to head to the warehouse which is at the back of our store. Well i had stopped in the baby department to look at the baby clothes. I saw so many cute things. I started crying...its sucks...everyone I know has kids or is expecting kids....I'm half tempted to buy baby clothes and try again for a child, I really one with Jason....I dont know.....*sighs* Right now I just feel so empty inside.....
Its like i seem happy on the outside, but inside I'm crying......
 Krista DarkAngel Silme · Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 05:37am · 1 Comments |
