I feel like hurting. and beleive me I have.
My heart gets pulled every which way and I just wish to vanish you know? I want to be in the art school. If I don't make it I will be nothing in my eyes.
I know meme, Josh, Muffins, (even Gerbil) and alot of others don't think Im nothing and love me no matter what but I must make it.
Barbara is kicking me out of the house and Im going to be living with my Aunt.I feel weak and sick and I could just implode. My upper legs are healing so thats good. I need to take up my drawing again to get my hands back into it. Need to lessen the cartooning for a bit and work to realistic. (would post but doesn't want her ideas stolen)
My head hurt for a bit and now my chest feels heavy. Some day I will be ok.
u.u Im going to be better
Better than those
Better than most
without ego
without arrogance
I will be better
And before the Gods and Godesses
They will enjoy my works
Whether by pen, pencil, pose or verse
I will be better
stare Momo domokun
 Momosai · Thu May 12, 2005 @ 04:42am · 0 Comments |
