I love my boyfriend don't get me wrong. It's that sometimes its a little scary having someone so close to you...someone who loves you for who you are and can put up with the bullshit you dish out. Never giving up on you when it feels like theres no point. The best part is having a boyfriend whose so handsome! I mean his not Will Smith to others but to me his perfect in everyway. Finally a guy I can talk to and not feel like I'm being used or abused; or that all we can talk about are video games and bruises...a guy whose poetic, not a d**k-head, a guy whose a funny and smart, a guy whose my common sense. What I really don't like about this relationship is if he were to ever leave me, I don't even wanna think about what I'll do to myself. I truly love this man and I can't let him go. Yet I do things, stupid things that are slowly pushing him away. I do this every time I have something good going for me; Jason a.k.a. Angel
((I'm so sorry things didn't work out)), Dupree, you were an a** and a young little child you need someone who'll love you for you and finally
Matt...I know your out there somewhere, I bet you forgot all about me....damn I let a good one go, You'll always have a place in my heart all of you. I said this before and I'm gonna say it again: I don't beileve in one true love, I beileve in many...so to those out there that like me and live in secret, I just want you to know I have found my last and final true love...I see no need in looking any further for any of my other true loves.
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