Sometimes.... I tend to care a little too much about others...and I end up hurting them far worse than the hurt that I recieve.... It drives me crazy and it makes me want to kill myself...that all I can do is say I'm sorry. I might lecture....and yell sometimes when I think you're not doing the right thing...but who else cares so much as to do that for that special friend? Who else takes the time to sit down with you and tell you what is really happening? Only me.... and then I turn out to be the one who is lying....lying to myself....to only hide behined false pretences....because I'm always afraid. I only care... and I'm sorry it hurts you....maybe... I should just stop caring.
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