and now here is today's:
i felt sorta bummed today. first my buddy alli had to bail on our bowling plans we've had all week. even though she never called today i'm sure there's an explanation. so after telling my mom she was like well why don't you call taylour and see if she wants to go swim? and i was like ok! i had high hopes. it's always fun to hang w/ ur buddies on days when ur bummed out. but i called her twice and left her an email but she never called back or anything. which is prolly what i deserve since what happened monday.
sunday night taylour asked if i'd go swimming w/ her. i told her not really. but then an hour later my friend alli was like wanna go swimming? my friend wes is going. and i was like ok. (now the reason why i did that is not because i don't like taylour. it's because i completely forgot the conversation earlier and i was careless and stupid.) monday i had a blast at the pool. i came back home about 4 or 5. nobody was on except for taylour. and she was like, i saw you, alli, and that guy hang out yesterday i hope you had fun. then we went at it for a while and she finally accepted my apology..i'm gonna ask her to hang out next week before i leave that weekend. then i have to see if i'll have any other plans. this is what i like about summer: making plans w/ ppl and hanging out w/ them for hours on in. i do that w/ my family and i like having that connection w/ my friends..even though here and there i have friends i have to keep separated b cuz i have so many. >.< it's a curse i have...i like making a lot of friends. and all those friends have different backgrounds. it's like putting a room full of kids who never met each other or liked each other into the same room. it's chaos! then i'm stuck in the middle of their arguments and stuff, but i play peace-maker anyway cuz it's my punishment for having so many friends. lol.
ok so that's what happened monday (and various other comments that have nothing to do w/ monday.) idk. i felt friendless today and i needed someone to confide in. so my mom and i hung out for a while. even though she woke me up early and pissed me off. we just hung out for a while. i didn't really say how i felt. idk. i only go to her if they are major issues. it's just my friendless feelings were my moods for today. i'll have a better day 2mrrw and idk what i'm doing 2mrrw. i have a feeling something good might come out of it. i like those feelings. i now have something to look forward to...or maybe it's just because 2mrrw is friday...oh well. no matter what i think something good will happen. i think i'll call my senior buddy Joe. i haven't talked to him in ages. well just a month. but still we used to call like a few times a week, sometimes more.
 Arishya · Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 11:34pm · 0 Comments |
