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OK, this whole Jake thing is really getting to me. I've cried over him 3 times already today and it's only noon 30. I mean, he's my friend and all, but like, I'm too scared to talk to him about my feelings and stuff. I mean, he was just online and I didn't even have the courage to freaking IM him because I'm that scared.
So yeah, I hate myself for that and the fact I can't be an individual or like whatever