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why does everyone hate me
what is it that i've done
what is it that people see in me
sure i can be annoying sometimes
but thats no reason to hate
i just wanna be noticed

what are they saying
what are they thinking
why do they tease
and why do they run

i sit here on this hill
thinking these painfull thoughts
waiting for someone to come
so that i wont be alone

alone on this hill i gaze at the clouds
wondering these thoughts
wondering if someone will come...

why do you fear me
why do you hate
i just wanna help
i just wanna be loved

you always run away
you always point and scream
while i just sit there and cry
i dont wanna be alone

why did i come to this world
and why am i cursed
my father trys to kill me
and my siblings hate and fear me

i'm just a little kid
what can i do to harm you
wait i forgot this demon
of mine can hurt not heal

but if you love me
and play with me i will no longer hurt
you'll see i'm not bad
but rather sweet

i'm not a monster
i dont wanna kill
but you leave me no choice
dont you see

alone i sit watching you guys play
watching you love each other
and laugh
crying these lonesome tears

i've never been loved
and never had a family
nor someone to talk to

what is my purpose anyway
to be alone
to kill
and cry

or is it somethig else
when i think about this
it makes me cry
for i have no purpose

i'm just a monster
created to kill
but why me
i've done nothing wrong

still i sit here crying
wondering why...

why brother why
why did kill mommy and daddy
they did nothing but help you

they raised you
they took care of you

and the village
why did you kill them
what have they ever done
but smile sweetly as you pasted by

why did you let me live
just me
are you gonna kill me later
or just want me to suffer

because of you i'm an avenger
and i live in sorrow

yet still i wonder why
why did you kill all
those innocent people
why...