Life Is Going Ok . . . I Just Dont Feel Very Well Im Not Sick Or Ill. . . Just Feeling Very Deppressed Very Emotional. . .. I Tend To Cry A Lot In Most Of My Days I Cry In My Dreams To. . . . The Way I've Been Feeling. . . Has Been Affecting My Friends My Actions, My Silent Self I Have Been Worrying And Making My Friends Wonder Why I Just Feel Deppressed Lonely And Confused I Know Why And Im The Only One To Blame So I think And, And Go With It As If Nothing I Blame Myself The Way I Feel Its Only My Fault And No One Else Its Just Me And Nothing More I Dont speak Much When Im Alone, But Think More I Seem To Walk Alone, When Im Witrh Friends I Talk To Myself, When Around Friends Everybody Seems To Wonder and Hate Me For What I've Been My Face Bares No Expression But A Frown I Dont Laugh at anything Anymore I Tell Everyone How I Feel And I Still Feel The Same But Act As If Im Relieved I Fake That Im Happy But My Sadness Catches On I Dont Seem To Care anymore Everything around Me Isnt Like It Used To Be I Feel, so, Unpleasent And Very Alone Sometimes I Just Want To Lock Myself And Cry Till I Feel Better, But That Never Seems To Work Donna Feels Angry and Frustuated At Me Since I Cant Shut Up Of My Thoughts And Just Cheer Up My Friends Hate Me Cuz I Wont Stop Sobbing and Talk To Them They Hate Me Cuz Im Acting Really Crual Towards Them Right Now I Dont Care About anybody I Seem To Empty Right Now. . . . . . . . But Feel So Sad And Full Of Sorrow and Jelousy Surrounded By Faces With Laghter And Smiles And The Feeling Of Jelousy and Hatred Fills My Body When Alone I Cant Help But Feel Lonley and Sad I Dont Care Anymore I Feel This Way Cuz Its Only Me And Myself
SmiIe · Mon Jun 11, 2007 @ 06:41am · 0 Comments |