As I sit here and stare at this blank page, thoughts turning in my head, and pocky in hand, I think about the recent events.
Yesterday I was asked out by my best friend. I accepted. Shameful though. I shouldn't have. I am still in love with Jake. And....after today, I can't give him up. Breaking my friends heart is the only way, no matter how much I am hated for it. I don't want a false relationship where my mind is on someone else and not the person who actually has me in their arms.
Today, a mock crash. A hot day for one. The helicopter helped spread a nice breeze though.
*author takes out pocky and eats it thoughtfully*
It had a real affect on me. Thinking that THIS could happen because of a drunk driver. A student died in the crash. One paralyzed. Three with serious injuries. The drunk driver, minor cuts and bruises.
What is this world coming to? I mean, why,if you are impaired and you KNOW you were drinking, on earth would you get behind a wheel when you know what will HAPPEN! That you could KILL someone!
*eats another piece of pocky*
Jake, is my only love. I am sorry Shan Shan if you ever read this. That I have to break the one persons heart that you liked. But I am sticking with Jake. No matter what my parents say. I will be with him. Now to talk to Karl....after tomorrow.
<3's Jake......
 moon_neko_23 · Thu May 24, 2007 @ 02:53am · 2 Comments |
