• Ashes drift into the wind,
    smoke collects in my hair,
    breath in,
    the world spins arround me,
    i feel heat on my fingers,
    breath out,
    i pull another out of the pack and light it,
    i feel the world drifting away from me,
    breath in,
    my life is just starting,
    i'm running to fast,
    breath out,
    my lungs are stunted,
    my heads a mess,
    breath in,
    i pushed to hard,
    and i took a rest,
    breath out,
    the words wont come,
    you're stairing at me,
    breath in,
    i see your eyes,
    as i light the match,
    breath out,
    i hear your breath,
    as you kiss my throat,
    breath in,
    breath out,
    breath in,
    breath out,
    my eyes crack open,
    i'm surrounded by black
    breath in,
    breath out,
    i fought so hard,
    but you never came back,
    ashes drift into the wind,
    pulling the smoke from my lungs,
    on a long cold empty night,
    this was the first day with out you.
    ashes fall to the ground,
    as shaking hands dont bother to notice,
    the cherry red sting,
    of the cigarett in the ashtray.