• happy living and joyful days ......weekends of fun and joy
    my sissy leaves to collegage , we 3 live in home while she's away
    continued nice days and quiteness
    she comes home and all goes well

    months past , I turn 9 and joy goes wrong and ends soon
    you 2 argue,I shrug it of.......not caring
    I'm 10,and you fight constently never ending
    dad,mom,sissy fight on and on
    1 year past , sissy home in september,helping her pack
    dad calls us and tells us the words, that I forever hating
    I leave and go on with the night
    I became more quite and bottle anger up
    me,forever wanting to weep and never leave me room of secret tears
    you left the house , mom weeps at times and I have to keep in my sorrow
    I'm now 12 and hate living in this world
    I tell my friends what happen and the mock me , while I "well ok"....wanting to beat them because they don't know what it feels like
    while I sit here and let time tell…