depression

• Artist: estrofem
• Description: Some of us go through depression. I do and its a problem but for me to cope with it my therapist told me to write what I really feel and kind a reflect on it afterwards. I am over it now. I am in a stable relationship and things are going great. I found this on my file, its disturbing I know but this shows the gravity of one's sadness and hopelessness.
  
• Date: 07/11/2012
• Tags: depression

THE OTHER SIDE

Sometimes I imagine myself in Golden Gate Bridge
like Jenny in the middle of a cross road,
What’s it like on the other side?
Is it a vast emptiness?
A world of darkness and an infinite night sky?
Eternal damnation?
Or is it a world of white, lightness and clouds?
A paradise?
A perfectly lawn grass as far as eye could see, on it deer, snakes, lion, zebra
in neutral balance of nature not anarchism ?
Different kinds of trees, moving, blown by the fleshiest wind,
and evergreen?
Does this paradise have a giant figure surrounded by its followers and believer?
Will I see my love ones there?
Sometimes I dream of those people who had a glimpse of the other side.
They weren’t scared to let go of reality,
so free,
like being dropped from the sky continuously free falling to eternal abyss.
Drifting forever.