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I'm the troubled uke.
I worry about everything.
The smallest things make me cry.
I feel alone in the world.
My parents want me to be who I'm not.
I'm terrified to go to school.
I'm terrified of people in general.
I want to get away from the world.
Sometimes I wish I were dead.
I hate how I look.
I envy nearly everyone.
I highly doubt there is a "god"
But there has to be some kind of higher being
I have a feeling my friends at school just use me.
I only have a few friends overall,
and even fewer I know in real life.
Adrenaline has negative effects on me.
It make my asthma make up, and it causes me to cry.
I have a million and one health problems.
I get depressed easily.
I barely get along with others, even though I try.
I watch anime and play games to drown reality out.
I sing, but get bitched at when I do.
I long to be accepted.
I don't even fit in and any stereotype.
I always quote movies and books
I remember lyrics better than homework.
I write depressing poems.
I'm scared of love.
I would probably welcome death.
I don't know if I have a hero.
I want to be a voice actor.
I can keep secrets until I get pissed off.
I often have mental breakdowns.
Storms make me have insomnia.
Stay at other peoples houses makes me have insomnia.
I hate most of my teachers.
I rarely see ghosts, though I can hear them.
I don't know my sexuality;
In real life, I rarely notice guys, and notice girls
In books, games, anime, and the likes, I rarely notice girls, and notice guys.
I talk in older dialect, and often in third person.
I break into random accents
People usually misinterpret what I say.
I love to sing,
but the only time I truly sing is when I'm alone.
I rarely cut, but am I cookie cutter when I do.
That means I cut shapes.
I have a scar on my left hand of a Jashin Symbol I made.
I fell in love with my roleplay partner
and it took me forever to tell her.
I was mauled by a cat when I was five,
and I still have the nerve to try to catch wild ones.
I swim better than I walk;
I sing better than I talk.
I keep stuffed animals, and consider them my friends.
I often sit in my room and cry.
I'm Amanda Delcine.
I'm the troubled uke.
- by The Troubled Uke |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 06/13/2011 |
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- Title: I'm The Troubled Uke
- Artist: The Troubled Uke
- Description: This is just a little thing I wrote about my self. It isn't a poem, but I'm not sure where to put it.
- Date: 06/13/2011
- Tags: troubled
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