• I wonder if he knows how much it means to me
    The question swirls through my mind
    Seemingly endless from spinning and spinning
    It just keeps going in my head
    The freezing water is full of broken glass
    It cuts my mind to pieces
    Shreds my heart to pieces till there’s nothing left
    Until at last someday ill snap
    The wrapped up secrets will break free
    The key is hidden and it will be found
    Maybe I can catch it before it happens
    Maybe I can free my heart a mind
    The cutting, shredding glass digs into my soul
    My heart is bleeding out
    There’s nothing I can do
    The crude denial just won’t die
    The words cry and scream in my eyes
    The answers lie just beyond the black center
    Don’t they see im going to die?
    Im screaming for your help
    Please hear my cries
    Answer me
    Don’t you hear the sound?
    Why won’t you just look me in the eye?
    Tell me its going to be ok
    That the day will never come
    I don’t want to snap
    I don’t want to die
    I don’t want to leave my life