• I feel my feet sink
    As I drown
    In this never ending game
    The darkness surrounds me
    Once my conscience goes black
    I feel nothing
    Is this the pain I've been looking for,
    Drowning?
    The feeling I feel right now
    From the point I took
    My heavy weighted steps
    Into this deep abyss of frozen water.
    From this point on
    There is no return
    It is my time
    My time to go on
    Even for the ones who'll miss me
    I cannot come back for
    Sinning to many times
    I've done one of the most harmful ones.




    Step off the bridge
    Into the cold, unsightly, winter waters
    Is where everything awaits for me
    My tainted soul,
    The burning Hell
    Hades waiting by his gates for me
    His suicidal prey
    Which will be engorged by the burning flames.
    Please do not follow
    It's something I put onto myself.
    To not live among the heavens,
    To not want to live no more.
    I didn't want this for anybody else,
    Only myself.
    I played this game,
    Now I've lost
    For the weight was just to much
    To bear on just one persons shoulders.
    By killing ones self
    By their own slight of hand.