• I am a prude.
    i have never sniffed cocaine, drank Chardonnay, high jacked a car,
    or had erotic sex.
    I cannot understand why I programed to behave in such a way.
    I have contemplated about being deviant
    and I've taken initiative.
    But somehow I always find myself
    wallowing alone, pristine, and pious.
    I don't understand this.
    I have the personality of a brute yet
    I live by the conduct of a nun.
    what is keeping me in such a brittle cube?
    The like of which can be melted by a puff of smoke and drop of alcohol.
    the like of which can be shattered by the scream of extreme pleasure.
    Should i continue being a prude
    and deny myself the niceties of the flesh?
    I'll be damned if I don't.
    But I will.
    I only anticipate the conflagration of every fiber of my being begging and pleading....
    I am a prude.