she was woolen

• Artist: vardofive
• Description: i wrote some more s**t while in the throes of dispassion and alcoholism.
  Booze is a poor coping tool however certain things float certain boats and mine sails mostly on that nectar so dig it.
• Date: 12/18/2010
• Tags: woolen

i wanted to write a poem
but i fell out of love
now all i can write
is lamenty bullshit
of dreams i thought i'd live
with a love i thought was eternal
and true
i've been a liar
to myself and others
but i thought this was
the lie
i thought i'd never
need to lie again
but i lied to myself
i pulled the wool
over my own eyes
that wool
so warm and thick
protecting me from invaders
that was the very wool
blinding me to life
to truth
i wish that blanket
still wrapped around my head
around my whole body
like it used to
i wish that wool
wasn't wet
or smelled of livestock