• I didn't have much feeling towards him before
    Now I can't control it
    I am a freak
    But a proud freak

    People laugh when I talk excitedly about him
    Does that matter?
    I'm happy
    You should be happy I'm happy

    You aren't
    You laugh at me
    And make jokes

    I don't laugh at you for not believing
    Even though I think it's messed up
    In a way
    You like that I'm happy
    But not about why

    You sometimes make me feel alone
    And disappointed about
    Your attitude

    Stop
    Or don't stop
    Whether you're there for me
    Or not
    I know He's there.

    He is always there.