• why do i cry?
    for i have lost.

    what have i lost?
    all i live for.

    why?
    because i am strong.

    Why am i strong?
    because i have lost.

    the viscous cycle never ends.

    i cry myself to sleep each night
    though i try not to cry.
    but if i don't i never sleep
    i need sleep
    but if i sleep i dream dream terrible dreams
    for i have cried because of the terror and sadness

    not even sleep can hide me from reality

    when will it end...