Doubt

• Artist: conflicting actor
• Description: I don't know why I put this here
• Date: 08/02/2010
• Tags: doubt

Doubt is my worst enemy
No matter how happy I get
...
I'll never be worth it
I've never looked in the mirror and thought I was something to look at
I've never written something and wanted to keep it
I've never worked hard enough to feel I should be paid
I've never loved someone ... enough to love myself
When I write I can feel every emotion I've ever felt
The things I've missed
the things I've wanted
I've never thought my heart was good enough
I've never wanted to let someone want me
It hurts everyday I find someone that wishes they would be closer
Every time I do this I hurt someone else
I want to be alone
I want to suffer alone
I hate it
Feeling this way
Because I love her
And I won't quit on her
But I know what will happen
She won't believe me
I'm no good for her

Comments

[Kitti of the Storm]

it's well written and I hope that that's not how you feel about yourself. You are a talented and great writer who needs to keep it up. I hope to read more of your work.