• I don't get why you can't see. Why you can't see that you helped me?
    I was deep in a hole,that I couldn't get out of alone. You helped me.
    You saved me from myself. I wouldn't be here without you.
    But everyday you ask me why? You ask me why I'm your friend?
    You ask me why I say I would die if you died,or why you would be the
    first person I would go to when something happened? You ask me everyday
    and I always answer the same thing. You helped me. You always simply say
    "Okay" and you go about your day with the gnawing feeling that somehow
    I lied when I said that. You asked me again today why? I answered truthfully this time and told you it's because I fell in love with you the day you stopped me from killing myself. You laughed,as if it were some sick joke. You will probably ask me why again tomorrow,and the next day,and the next. I will tell you the truth from now on,every single day until you get the one thing I'm trying to tell you.
    I love you,Colby. Always will.