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They said just to be our selves
But we all knew that was never enough
They said we had every chance
But how could we not ******** it all up
We all were spending out lives trying to figure how to make our pulse stop
You all succeeded and now I stand with another by my side
You know it will never be the same
We woke up side by side and not even a week later you where in a secrete CIA detention camp
So your pulse got to end
I’ll never forget your gleaming eyes of hope even as we tried to drink our lives away
So I know I spend my life trying to figure out how to make my pulse stop
You know I’ll never be the same
I laid by you side
Not even twenty minutes later your pulse stopped without anyone by your side
So your pulse got to end
I’ll never forget your hand pushing the gun out of my reach as you swore to god you would kill me
So I know I spend my life trying to figure out how to make my pulse stop
You know I’ll never be the same
We joked about how we were starting to win
Yet that night you pushed the needle into your arm and died the next day from it
So your pulse got to end
You know I’ll never forget how you told me to stop spending life high with a bottle of vodka in each of your hands
So I know I spend my life trying to figure out how to make my pulse stop
So ill spend my life wondering how to make my pulse stop
Until I learn to see suicide as a tragedy
Or that there is more good than bad
Or I just get the ******** will to wake up everyday
- Title: We all were spending out lives
- Artist: ellohell0
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- Date: 11/16/2009
- Tags: were spending lives
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