• I debated forgiving him
    for all the pain he's caused me.
    I'd be free of the guilt
    of me becoming so angry.

    Then he lashed out again
    knocking my wobbly foundation down.
    I feel like I won't survive this one
    like I might starve or drown.

    But I know I'll just collect the pieces
    of my broken and tangled heart.
    You'd think I would have known
    that I was doomed from the start.

    He thinks its funny, he doesn't understand
    how naive and stupid I feel.
    If I hadn't let him in, if he didn't knock me down
    maybe I wouldn't have this heart of steel.